Tuesday, August 5, 2008

changes

I'm really nervous about starting a new chapter in my life. Today was the first day of marching band, and it really made me think. I don't feel like a highschooler. I'm still just a little kid. Yeah, I'm nervous, but I just ultimately don't think I belong. I have friends at school and everything, it's just... have I had enough experience to be accepted into an older group of people? Will people see my willingness to meet new people and make new friends. It doesn't seem like it. I'll get used to the fact that I'm in highschool now, but right now I just don't know how I feel about a new school, new people, new judgements, new teachers, new lessons... new everything.

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