realization

So, I decided that I should be happy with my life. I have such an amazing life, but lately, I've been sorta hung up on the fact that I don't have a boyfriend and never really have. I'm 14. I have time 2 find that right one, and eventually, I will. I'm starting highschool in a few days, and I've decided that I'm going 2 use that 2 open myself up. I'll meet new people, reconnect with the old, and let God lead me 2 who and what I need.

my instrument

yes, I play the flute and I thought that this would be a nice way to introduce talking about my current life, aka marching band. So, I don't hate band, but I would prefer to only do concert. I'm terrible at marching and I have to get up way to early every morning to go to band camp. Father made me join, but hey, maybe I'll learn to like it??? OK, so how cool would it be to own a bamboo flute like this adorable panda?!

changes

I'm really nervous about starting a new chapter in my life. Today was the first day of marching band, and it really made me think. I don't feel like a highschooler. I'm still just a little kid. Yeah, I'm nervous, but I just ultimately don't think I belong. I have friends at school and everything, it's just... have I had enough experience to be accepted into an older group of people? Will people see my willingness to meet new people and make new friends. It doesn't seem like it. I'll get used to the fact that I'm in highschool now, but right now I just don't know how I feel about a new school, new people, new judgements, new teachers, new lessons... new everything.

Ode to a Nose

It smells for Ur brain
and holds all Ur snot.
Though it is stuffy,
solid it is not.

For if Ur nose was solid,
as it isn't I'm sure
that might affect
Ur ability to snore.

The holes have a purpose.
They do indeed.
They give U an important
way to breathe.

So now U see
why noses are needed.
Now go and make better
the way Urs is treated.